So I am 35, and not feeling too Fabulous35 right now. I am starting over again in life. This happens too much in my life, and I cannot figure out what I am doing wrong. I have been trying for months to get a job and its coming to the point where we are really hurting. The kids and I are painfully aware of whats going to happen, and we are sad for it.
If I dont find a job soon, a full time job making at least what I was making before, I will be forced to move. My ex husband has AGAIN stopped paying child support, and doesn't even care.
I dont know what to do to make the jobs come to me, and every interview I go on turns out to not go through.
I apply, apply, apply, and nothing is happening.
If the Gods are listening, please send us help in the form a great FT job. NOT one that will drain my bank account in gas. I just cant go through that. I had to stop working a PT job north of the city because I cannot pay rent, and cannot fill the tank to even get there. How bad do you think I feel for that? It is terrible.
I need the kids to feel safe and secure again, and so do I. I am tired of starting again over and over again. When will this cycle ever end?
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